Poem 4: Dickensian Wounds

These delicate wounds have humbled me.

They’ve made me stand, so proud and keen.

All those fears you told me to frame

inside my meek heart

have broken down inside of each beat.

 

These steady delusions that I’ve stumbled upon

have made me fight a mirror of mirages.

There’s a weeping rush of broken sweat

that emanates from what was once

a blistering doubt.

 

I’m no longer the striking erosion you

thought I’d become,

an acute sensation of what they

all thought was to come.

Lying here,

with hopes and dreams

and still beliefs

is a future that you had once believed.

 

These mounting murmurs that come from your mouths

will falter freely with every lost journey that you took.

You can’t reproach me anymore,

nothing will stop me now.

 

These final days I’ll stand by you

our hands clasped

together

one wound to another.

 

 

Poem 1: Paranoia

Eyes redact from all corners

descending upon my clammy hands.

 

Shadows emerge

from their shells

shallow under my feet

swallowing my body

swift and stern

my body shifts

shaking

side to side, frolicking

and rocking

a tormented fray

inside the cocoon of the corpse.

 

Salient stripes and strings

of black on white

their soft reaches on

my slow groans

begin to grow.

 

My legs are cracking

from underneath.

 

My head is lifting

from grainy spurts

that lose their flow.

 

Visions trickle around my mind,

whispering whines that finally

arise from inside this

walled wearing willow of my worries.